As I sit here on my couch, day off work with a cup of tea and listening to Spotify's New Music Friday, I suddenly realise it's July. Well, I know it's July but I've never really thought about the fact that it's July. Time seems to have moved so swiftly this year, almost at rocket speed and I've barely sat down to truly think about it or anything that'd been going on.
So I started a new job this year, I now work as a Photographer for an Estate Agency in London (and I absolutely love it) which has taken up a lot of my time and mental energy since I started. My relationship with the lovely Ben also came to an end in April which was pretty sudden and hurtful, although I'm okay now. I've also booked a holiday to Barcelona, am now the proud owner of a car, been to visit mt parents more this year than I ever have done, been more sociable than have been since 2013 and generally been a busy little body. So all this brought me to my thoughts..
Where does time go?
Seriously. One minute you're wrapped up against the elements, recovering from Christmas and New Year and just generally trying to get January out of the way to make way for most people's actual start of the year, Spring! It's not as if I've forgotten the things I've been doing or that I haven't had a good time it's just all gone so fast. It just makes me think forward to the next few years. I mean, do they just keep getting faster? Is that the deal? Long and school filled young years and then a quick pass through adulthood?? Either way, it's just made me want to really start doing the things I really want to do. Not because I think I'm getting old and that soon I won't be able to, nothing morbid like that, but just while I'm young, fit, healthy, unattached and still wonderous about things! Please don't get me wrong, you can do anything at any age with whoever you want; married, with kids, without kids, at retirement, anytime! But I think now is perfect for me.
I know this seems like such a random post to write when I've been gone yet again for so long, I do want to write more regularly in this here blog of mine but life is just quite busy and exciting right now so it's taken somewhat of another backseat. I won't make any promises to be back (like last time) but I do want to try and resurrect this place! So maybe keep your eyes out, there might be some more bits and peieces to see in the future..